Since the day came that I found out that my heart is broken literally, knowing it and becoming aware of it, suddenly it brings me back in the times that I still didn’t know that I have that “heart defect” thing on me, I recall the times when I actually almost feel it, that there is something wrong and my heart is not beating normal and here are those some scenarios….
- Back when in my high school days it is in my 2nd year, when I feel dizzy in our room and my teacher call my brother to get me in the clinic, my sight become so blurred almost the surroundings became black and I feel like I want to vomit, I feel my head ache and I cant even manage to stand up, my weight is so heavy that my brother cant hardly carry me and when I’m at the clinic he call my friend to assist me there, my friend manage to take me home when they called a tricycle to get inside the compound of our school and service us straight to my home.
- Back when in my high school days it is in my 4th year, when my friends and I decided to take the exam for College in a vocational school since it is only nearby our HS school we challenge each other to just walk from there to our school since it was a challenge we have to chase each other so the walk became a race so they run, I have no choice but to run also to be able to be the first one to reach our school but it was hot afternoon, in the first I’m able to catch up but suddenly when were almost near our school that is the time I feel I’m catching up my breath and it is harder for me to follow them, I even told them to slow down but off course they are all competitive they want to be the first to reach the school so I decided to cut the crap and just walk. I even remembered that I really feel bad that day towards my friends they didn’t even notice that I’m already walking with my hands grapping on the wall and my vision became a little blurred and it give me a slight head ache, they didn’t even stop and I feel so bad about that, I remember I end up not talking to them and get my things and go home but the next day I talk to them already like nothing happen.
- Back in my college days my PE1 “rhythmic dance”, how I always wish that please “No PE in college” enough of it but I have to take that subjects, I remember when we were able to warm up and make that gymnastics moves over and over again, I drop, catching up my breath and the only thing that’s on my mind “ I need a lot of water please…” so whenever we have our PE class I always buy a bottle of mineral water for my survival same goes in my PE2 which we have to preform a “cheer dance”, in my PE3 when we have to “play badminton”, one time one of my classmate challenge me in just a fun face off game, she doesn’t look strong to me actually I think there is something wrong in her legs it is not the same size like her other leg so I confidently says “Ok” then I was “blown out”, yes! Looks can be deceiving and I’ve been deceive. I loose in the game, end up so tired that when I go home I lay immediately in my bed and started to complain about my muscle ache and think “I should not fight her” laughing but God is still good I win the FINALS badminton tournament with the different opponent makes me get flat 1 as our final examination results for PE3 that is what you called luck and same goes to my PE4 “dual sports” playing basketball, playing till we knock ourselves in our feet until the time of our PE class is over then I’ am always grasping my breath… I need a break and then came into my mind right now… “if only I knew that my health can be use as an excuse to all of that PE thing, I think I use it as advantage back then---grin… bwahahaha..*) but honestly, I don’t feel bad at all having PE class with others is so much fun that I will lost half of my life if I didn’t experienced it so I was half thankful that I didn’t know about my heart defect even though it is tough it is still worth the experience…
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