Three days without net life.... ^-^

It's been three days, i guess? with out post....

I' am really at my edge this past few weeks...

It's been a week I had a cough and I' am not feeling well....

and I' am managing to handle a very active 20 kids in a class this summer....

there are lot of things inside my head (as always)...

there are many good movies I do watched just to give myself  a break....

It's been three days i don't open my facebook and even surf the net...

and my friend keep asking me; "What you been doing these days?"

I manage not to answer....

my friend continue; "It is boring just staying at home"...

"B-O-R-I-N-G".... i can't recall when did I ever feel that feeling again...

This moment in my life; I define boring in different way.....

maybe it cannot find in the dictionary or encyclopedia or thesaurus...

Paulo Coelho said that "Boredom is just a pattern"_ALEPH

yes! pattern, probably.... It makes me wonder;

society labelled quiet person and mostly called them as person with "boring personality"...

It makes me think, "what does a person with boring personality do when they are getting bored?... hahaha...

oh' well; i might answer that since I consider myself to be one of the people with boring personality....

My answer is: For me as A quiet person labelled as boring people I never really gets bored more often....

Boring for me is when I' am doing something and after what i done I felt unsatisfied after that; 

that is when i get a "boring attack" all of a sudden....

Boring for me is when you keep on doing so many things and you have so many things on your list and all of that things will surely knock you down in the end of the day but yet you don't feel anything....

Boring is not feeling anything like happiness, satisfied or overwhelm...

Boring is just doing typical things with typical results and typical outcome using typical actions using typical way of thinking, talking in a typical ways and not getting any excitement and happiness in a day...

What do i do when i get a sudden boring attack all of a sudden?

Here are some of the stuff i do; 

- open my facebook, read the news feed on my homepage, like as many photos, useful info, humor shout out i can see, go to the pages i like and read some updates...

- go to my favorite anime site and watch the episodes that i missed to watch in some anime that I'am watching...

- (if not satisfied in my anime crave) I will go to my favorite Manga site and read....

- (if still not satisfied) i will go to you tube and will find some motivational,
good videos (watch Korean drama or movies)...
- (still not effective) i will read books or pocketbooks (perhaps) if I' am in the mood....

- the last thing i will do if all else fails and all are not effective i will listen to a good music, a serenading one and close my eyes, rest my head and just listen to music completely...

But off course, this all stuff  can be done when I' am  not that so much busy or my day are not full of many activities i should do or should finish....
I don't know why? my day is always busy....
I wake up that there are already stuff i needed to do;
and the difference i can only make is to escape that habit....
that usual routine....

and the best way to escape it is.....
writing like this.... ^-^

It makes ME and my mind FREE....